Today was a new day for me of hope. Not knowing the outcome of the future had really made me discouraged the last 2 days. I want to know that my baby can have a chance of survival. The waiting is hard. When we see the pediatric cardiologist in Denver, we will know more....
I woke up this morning after troubling dreams all night. I opened my bible in the darkness and layed my hand across the pages. I called out to Jesus and prayed.
I turned the light on later and read the passage. It was from Nehemiah 8 and 9.
"Do not weep. Do not grieve.The joy of the Lord is your strength." It goes on to talk about the wondrous creator who gives life and his amazing wonders.
I am filled with more hope than I have had since finding out the news. I know each day will be different but for now I am thankful to get my hope back.